Monday, January 29, 2007
katuparan
napansin mo ang aking mga mata
na tanging ikaw ang nakikita
narinig mo ang aking tinig
na naghahangad ng pagibig
nangako ka pero nasa'n ang katuparan?
nagpaliwanag ka pero walang dahilan
gusto mo ba ng maayos na usapan?
hindi ako nakikipaglokohan
wag mong daanin sa biro
dahil pikon na ako
walong libong ngiti
ganyan ba ang iyong isusukli?
dalawang daang di namagtatagpo
magkaiba na ang nais nilang matamo
>>> strange but true daydreams of
bikoi
at 2:32 AM =)
sa kabila
dapat bang aminin?
ayoko pang sabihin
tatlong oras naang lumipas
gusto kong tumakas
pero sa'n ako pupunta?
wala ka naman sa kabila
nakita mo ba ang mata kong may ngiti?
ang lumuha'y mahapdi
bilisan mo ang takbo
wag kang hihinto
wag kang lilingon
baka magbalik sa kahapon
>>> strange but true daydreams of
bikoi
at 2:29 AM =)
timpi
kumakatok ako sa pinto ng langit
ayokong magalit
gusto kong ipilit
ang aking mga hiling
naririnig kaya
ang mga babala?
ang patak ng luha
na ayoko na
namumugto na ang mata
walang kadala dala
sinaktan ang sarili
di na makapagtimpi
makirot,mahapdi
walang kasing sidhi
nagpupumiglas
ang damdamin kong wagas
>>> strange but true daydreams of
bikoi
at 2:19 AM =)
seym
same thoughts
same mistakes
i've never been worse
lost moments
spilled blood
this is extraordinary
wasted tears
mumbled words
what's more frightening?
same hopes
same faults
please turn back time
forced smiles
weary mood
aren't you disappointed?
same wishes
same us
we're still going nowhere
>>> strange but true daydreams of
bikoi
at 2:15 AM =)
Saturday, October 28, 2006
please say no
i miss that look in your eyes
when they gaze at mine
i'm not mad at you
i'm not mad at you
i left with nothing but questions
and words i regret you didn't mention
i'm not doing this to please myself
i want you to have time for yourself
i know you're not with someone new
i've faith and i have trust in you
but when i left, when i planned to go
why didn't you say anything?
why didn't you say no?
please say no..
who told you i love someone else?
that is wrong, that's not what i have felt
>>> strange but true daydreams of
bikoi
at 2:34 AM =)
tip of my tongue
unassuming and unexpecting
i followed these lonely footsteps
that never moved on
that never got over
who would've thought it's possible?
crying and missing
i crave for your sincere stares
that once belonged to me
the way it used to be
your name it's etched at the tip of my tongue
>>> strange but true daydreams of
bikoi
at 2:30 AM =)
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
an apology
i'm so nervous to call you, my knees wobble
alot of times i dialed your number
but i hung up and then broke down
i then broke down
any moment now i'll be crying again
i want to push you farther
so you won't see me teary-eyed
and see the debris of what has been
i'm on the verge of bending my knees
and asking you to come back
i'm emotionally unstable
can't control this tear downpour
i don't need an apology
i'm so selfish, i want you all for me
i don't need a public apology
to see you back is enough for me
>>> strange but true daydreams of
bikoi
at 10:10 PM =)
Monday, October 16, 2006
para kay bigating chorbs
hindi naman ako galit sayo..
kung sakaling yun ang iniisip mo..
malungkot lang ako sa mga nangyayari sayo..
kasi sana nakakapag usap tayo ng matino..
kaso lang hindi nga eh..
pero naiintindihan naman kita na baka nahihirapan kang i express ang sarili mo..
sana pag magkita tayo, yung normal pa ring friends ang treatment natin sa isa't isa..
wala namang problema sa akin yun e..
para naman tayong walang pinagsamahan nyan..kahit sandali lang yun..i value it..
wag kang makikinig sa sasabihin ng iba..
kung may gus2 kang malaman, sakin mo tanungin..
inuulit ko, di ako galit sa iyo..
sa totoo lang, miss na kita..
pucha sana mag usap tayo..
hindi ung nagpapakiramdaman na lang tayo forever..
iniisip ko kasi baka my problema ka lang..
sana share mo naman di ba?
and2 lang naman ako para pakinggan ka..
at dama ko rin kasi na may mga bagay na nakakabigla at nakakaasiwa para sa iyo..
may mga bagay na baka naisip mong mabilis at na pressure ka lang gawin dahil sa mga tao sa paligid natin..
di ko kasi alam kung ano ang naiisip mo eh..
kung sakaling mabasa mo ito..sana gumawa ka man lang ng effort na tawagan ako..o makipagkita sa akin para magkausap tayo..
hindi ko rin naman gustong lumayo sa yo..
napilitan lang din ako..
it's for the better..
nakikita ko na kasi ang mga signs na yun na nga ang solusyon..
mahirap pero kelangan kong gawin..
ayoko ding maging mabigat para sa iyo ang lahat..
nakakapanghinayang lang kasi..
sabi ng tatay ko di na daw ako d2 sa pinas mag aaral..
kaya lang di ko feel..
isa ka pa naman sa mga rason kung bakit ayokong umalis..
pero ngayon parang ikaw din ang gumawa ng dahilan para mas lumayo pa ako..
>>> strange but true daydreams of
bikoi
at 8:18 PM =)
cold shoulder on the 14th of november
i'm so scared to let you know i love you
i'm so weak to tell you that i'm hurt
i wasn't prepared for this sudden change
still clueless where it all started
a hug was all that i expected
but a shrug was what i got
i thought the best thing to do was make you feel special
but it was a crime, a grave offense
it's 3am and i can't hold back my tears
isn't this the realization of my fears?
won't you hold my hand for the last time
we don't really need to pretend we're fine
i never did you wrong and i never would
i'm not saying you did and that you could
now where's the heaven you told me about?
how are you now that i'm not around?
>>> strange but true daydreams of
bikoi
at 3:48 AM =)
Saturday, October 14, 2006
SOUNDTRACK OF MY LIFE
THE BOSTON DRAMA
by TYPECAST
Standard pick-up line that seems to wreck your bones
+the last word in the first line needs no explanation..by now you should have figured out who i'm dedicating this to..
Can this be a sequel of my dying hope?
+ it seems as if this is the continuation of a buried past..
Chasing down a never ending make-believe
+everything was just part of my make-believe
But you're a perfect match of consistency
+a perfect irony..
Will you come back in a heartbeat?
+a question you could compare to a blurred vision..
Don't be confused of what a great thing we could be
+we were..but you chose not to continue the experience of this divine feeling..
We'll take a walk at the same street
+that's what i hope to do..along with talking more to you..
Now can you tell me how Boston is like without me?
+can you tell me how Bridgeway/Brickroad is like without me..
Your image is stamped beneath the insides of my heart
+that's one of the reasons i always cry at night..
Now you're gone I dont know where to start
+and i still do not know what your reasons are..
The evidence is showing like a stable apprehension
+everyone can tell..it's obvious..
But you're the only one who's apt for this affection
+but you never valued it..and i'm sad..
>>> strange but true daydreams of
bikoi
at 10:48 PM =)
letting go of these thoughts
kind of perfect by armor for sleep goes like
"letting go is my life..
i'll be on my way"
yes i have to do it though i don't want to.
it hurts.
but what can i do?
this is the best solution and the best thing to do..
he was never mine..
he was, only in my thoughts..
everything isn't the way it was before.
why the sudden change?
the exact opposite of what we had before has now come and it's eating me alive.
it haunts me every night.
and i can't help but cry..
yes i cry every night because i can't asses what's happening..
everything's a blur..
you're the only one who can clear things up..
i did everything to hold on but you were effortless..
no sweat, you had me head over feet..
and no sweat, you're losing me with heavy heart and feet.
i wanted everything to be the way it was before but do i have any control?
>>> strange but true daydreams of
bikoi
at 8:47 PM =)
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
a call for a need, a scream for a want
sooner or later the rain will pour
in harmony with my tears that'll fall
i'll beg, i'll plead, i'll suffer
that i'm with someone, sometime, somewhere
at last morning again is here
to wake me up from my dream
no, i wouldn't mind at all
if he would demand for more
i'll be ready, i'll take the risks
this is ours-only mine, only his
>>> strange but true daydreams of
bikoi
at 8:03 PM =)
Sunday, September 17, 2006
scattered bits of sadness and pieces of fear
a touch that's so divine and a treasured moment
falling from the brinks of empty soda bottles
a much-awaited return from the walls of guilt
walking past dimly-lit corners of expectations
silenced by the fear of losing ground again
feeling used by unwanted means of personas
puzzled by too many lines on both palms
i said i do and i promised not to
i declared i can and dared me to prove
time is all we need.time is a need
time is what makes me bleed
>>> strange but true daydreams of
bikoi
at 6:39 PM =)
